oh man.. dunno how i end up in the ocean, same as cheryl leh, maybe we as just the same, haha
somemore, mine is ACSI? cannot be lah.. i was hoping for CAthigh.. but they are just too close i guess.

btw. i had a wonderful experience on wednesday.. few words to describe: adddictive, superb, cant resist!
spend my whole bloody wk at AWWA( some old folk's place). MISS a lot of studying time, i guess, it was quite fun a thing.
learned a lot.. those old people there realli need a lot of company loh.. no children, no spouse, no relatives, so when we came, they were very happy, keep insisiting that i come next mon. but cant lah, need to study. Den i also learned a lot of cards tricks( haha, surely can AMAZE CHEryl, but not gonna teach her, hahaz...), also mi expanded my collection of ghost stories, next time can scare of my friends wits at chalets....

tmw mi gonna meet cheryl, haha, realli miss her alot, these few days, even though we dont meet alot, i can realli feel her next to mi. Mi always cheerup a lot thinking when the these time i am gonna meet her. Hey, cheryl, if u r reading this, dun swell ur head too much haz... can imagine cheryl looking into the mirror, thinking she is damn goddess, hahaha....
okay, its late, time to end off, love ya cheryl!!

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another day past... feel like nv do any thing constructive, like mi going to play thru my holis. damn sian... todae mi went to veron house and celebrated rachel birthday, was quite nice.. cos we had our own personnal steamboat.. which is partly vegetarian, cos lijuan cant eat meat. Then we played some childish games like murderer and blind man, and we stayed in a room talking about ghost stories.. was quite fun.. but come to think of it... if cheryl came, she probably will stand there, hands-crossed and think that they are all damn stupid games.
but any, the day ended well when we went to J8 to grab a bite.. and i went home thinking about Cheryl on the way... but then cos mi nv called her the whole day liao... then she like very angry with mi when i called her..

actually.. mi really love cheryl.. but i really dun understand why she have to be so cold to me for such trivial matters... maybe some gals are just like dat..

then on sunday.. i was really hoping to go her house and swim.. she like not very interested... say she think-about-it.. which is most likely no one.. just hope that she will change her mind... mi still have to call her later... i scared i end up dunno what to say and she just like cold cold... then will be damn meaningless and time-wasting for the call...

sometimes i just hope that things were like before.. but i can just feel our relationship changing... cheryl.. try finding some ways to read all this......

Today.. i went watching "finding nemo" with cheryl, well quite nice, but i think it isnt as damn nice as what others say. Cheryl was laughing so hard at some parts that she had to lean over and grab hold of me. Haiyoz...

Okayz.. she's really cute all the time, no denying of that man..
but a bit cannot stand her temper, irritated a bit can make the whole day realli not fun mah..
sometimes have to be careful what not to say and not to do and all that. But a bit not fun lah, have to let her have her way all the time.
Man, i realli admire myself for my own tolerance....
Haiyo, she lost one bottle then cannot enjoy the movie liao.... like i realli have to run out of the cinema threatre half way to get the bottle for her.. then found back already like so damn happy(jumping).. haiyoz.. like small girl like that..
but anyway.. hope one day she will listen to me and not always want it her own way.....

Hi.. my first entry. Sounds sianz rite.. i am. Just want to say things that i want cheryl to know, just that it may not be nice for her to hear anyway. Or maybe she will start saying that i am wimpy or wat.. i HAte that! Mi kinda feel that she sometimes go abit overboard... knowing more friends is okay, but not the way she is doing... i cannot stand it when she mentions about any guy, wat sebast, tian chi, kian leong, shawn, marcus. She wants to do anything, i dun mind, cant she be more discrete.. get shawn number in front of me, throw mi aside and talk to a bunch if guys, when i am struck alone with everyone glaring at mi.. i feel breathless, i feel confused. It isnt a good idea that i tell her that directly, but if not, i end up suffering myself. I just feel that things isnt going to be the same anymore, she changed. All that clubbing, knowing more cute guys, try to ask guys out so directly and telling everyone that i am doing so..it hurts, even as i conceal, it really does.......
... i just have a damn bad feeling that something bad is going to change...
i just have to be numb when the time comes... it not worth it..
this time, its not your fault any more, jerry....
sometimes she just doesnt noe her limits... pushing it too far..
i am the only person who can tell her..
i just have to try~~..........

Cheryl, if you can just read this.......things will be easier for me..
at the same time i scared that it aint gonna be the same anymore......