It was two enjoyable but ironically torturous night at the chalet. Haha. One of the most successful BBQ I have gone to so far.
Its nice to see how all your friends you have met so far seemed so 'naked' in front of you. That there is really nothing to hide because we are just happy people. Very little politics, very little scheming character. I think I behave the same way as how people around me would have behaved. I think in front of Judo people, the innocent and reserved me is myself! Used to thought that I am very cunning and scheming in front of others, but actually it seems that it was more of an adaption rather than more inherent nature. It seems so right to chose the right friends!
Anyway, to describe the chalet as 'torturous' seems too exaggerating, but I just want to emphasize on how I realise that there are some people in these world who resorts to talking to themselves in the night to fall asleep. lolz.
Changi Chalet seems so haunted! Haha! But thats the thrill of it. What's more when Old Changi Hospital stands just next to your chalet. Haha!
And btw, the thoughts that some curious people have gotten out of me from the 'truth of dare' game isn't really a complete picture of what I think, so no point thinking so much, thanks. I remain very indifferent anyway, haha!
Met Becky that day!
Help me say hi to the folks, especially kids from The Himalayas if you are reading this.
Just to summarise some of my thoughts and the things I have spoken to her.
I felt ashamed not to have a religion. I have to try by to sort this out my own efforts. Nobody can help or should be involved in this at the moment, unless permission granted. Haha!
I think the release of Gospel of Judas or even the Nastics following the Da Vinci Code, which was questioned as "anti-christ", is considered a good thing. Even if such things are provocative, even if such things are doubtful, even if its seriously fabricated, no one will know for sure. But it will definitely be sure that to create awareness, to make people think in depth, even Christians, about the purpose of religion all along. And also to clear the misunderstanding of how Judas has no direct link with the Jews. That Jesus was a Jew to start with!
I was confronted by a Buddhist-follower friend about how he lamented on the peacefulness of his religion compared to the others with evidence from the current chaotic situation to back him up. But I think this is such an unfair comment. The cause of the problem wasn't even religion but rather territorial. It was so unfortunate that all these different goups of people had to clash together to 'squeeze' on limited lands. Nonetheless, something should be done. Not in the name of any religion to avoid people mistaking it as vested interest but to come out as a neutral to solve disbutes between these different groups of people. It's not about religion, any disparate groups of people will too have clashes when brought together! The weaknesses of humanity has allowed such errors to happen!
