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Tuesday, August 12, 2003

I had a bad day,no one probably will care at all, sometimes i wish tt life was simpler:
1. I was trying to talk, but no one seems to listen.
2. I was so stressed in school tt i needed some rest, but cant
3. I quarreled with my mum over trival matters, y cant she just understand
4. Piles of work to do, made mi more and more anxious of the amt of time i have before prelims
5. I got so stressed tt I have symptoms of breathing difficulties
6. I tried talking to cheryl but she hung up the phone instead.
7. She thinks it all my fault!
8. I cried but i doubt no one will care!
9. It did not make me feel better just like the last time!

Thanks BLOG, u r the only person who listens to me! ^_^

Lost @ 10:55 pm

Friday, August 08, 2003

cheryl probably long time nv read my blog already, cos i think she might have thought tt i have forgotten u, BLOG. ActuaLly, i m just too busy; BLOG u must forgive mi!

Life is just as plain except the exciting moments with cheryl. Mi just hope tt all this mugging will end soon. BTW i still have to tolerate tt idiot vincent (his attrocities are just too inhumane for mi to elaborate). I hate his insatiable, insensate, insensitive, ignorance behaviour. Always think of himself before others, some more say i so nice to bully. Wait till he eats my punch when its my last straw. Maybe i shouldnt even do it with my bare hands, dun want to dirty them! Get Tze wee to help, he recognises him!

okay, enough! I Shall not waste time talking about him!

Anyway, my mum bought mi some $488 spanish classical guitar, with a $150 hard cover. Feel a bit bad for her to play something so ex for mi, really have to learn hard to play well, so that i wun waste her money.

Cheryl's been going out quite often with her classmates, at least thats good news! Cos i think she understands tt i wun have much time with her.. Not tt i dun want to meet her, i will try mi best to squeeze my schedule to max, she tt i can see her, even for a while. Maybe i should be it this way: Cheryl is just a luxury tt i cant afford all the time.

Okay, finally, god bless everyone who is siting for A with good health and luck(except vincent), so that this horrible period will end soon! ^_^

Lost @ 10:28 pm

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

Yar YAr.. Cheryl's gonna say i damn wimpy and all tt, some more call mi "ham bao" if u wat tt means... this makes mi wanna think twice if i wanna approach her if the next time i need to vent my frustrations. But anyway, cant deny tt she might be the only one tt i can trust lah.

CHeryl, if u r reading this, i think it makes sense to really make clear who r ur friends. Maybe its bit anti-social, but at least it prevents mi from getting hurt. I really feel so much better after talking to you. Btw, its such a blessing to know u, even though sometimes i have to tolerate with ur "fling" character. haha. Now, the people that i will really be serious with in the class are jia quan, becky, janelle and alwin. The rest can heck kind for all they like. just treat them as hi-bye friends. Talking abt becky. really nothing btw as... u must believe, if u tell mi its possible, i will laugh my head off man. She just my study partner, need her to help mi in GP. cant hire a tutor like u wat.

i realise tt most of the things u say in ur blog realli is all about u. but mine is mostly abt u loh....
but i dun mind lah, my life is boring to tok abt anyway.

realli wish a levels will end soon! i think after prelims. we can spend one day at KTV. Then u can flaut ur singing skills for all u like! Which i think is gonna shock people.

4 months and that its! WIsh me good luck!!!! ^_^

Lost @ 9:24 pm