today was boring, they had this paint job at my office and the smell was awful. other than that everything was still the usual slacking.

i still could recall that day with cheryl at geylang. it was not bad except for the fact that it lasted very short. i think the beef horfun there must be really nice for her to keep making trips to that particular shop. i would really wan to try if i could.

yesterday was still alright, i brought her to some chinese sinsei because she says that her wirst was hurting and the physio-therapy didnt seem to help. the physician made ot sound really bad, saying that she might need to cast her hand if she had gone to the hospital. then we went to search for a cheap handphone for her. The guy at the shop was quite nice but i am really disappointed at the way cheryl reacted - questioning whether i had enough money in my bank o help her pay for the hp first!

i think sometimes i cant stand the way she sleeps until so late. i mean sleeping till 5pm sounds rather absurd to me. she was late yesterday because she couldnt wake up! its not like i really want to pick her fault, but i too really hate waiting of all things just like her.

It was great to have Cheryl at my house yesterday even though we didn���t do any much. She was a good company. At least it was you know it was some thing to keep me busy after all the slacking in the office. Sighz. I need a life. It���s been only two weeks and the more I think of it, I don���t know how am I able to stand doing nothing for these three months. It may seem comforting to know that at least its three years lesser of terrible life in the army, without the hassle of running or concealing in the thick forest of Pulau Tekong, but wasting three months of my precious life is one big thing. Back on track: Cheryl and I ate supper yesterday near my house, talk crap and even about serious issue on Korean elections and some local news. I mean where can you find such a girlfriend who does thing like playing LAN with you and talk politics with you? But of course if one day she starts telling me things about soccer, I am sure gonna freak out. Haha. But most importantly she cute!! Hehe, I know she sure doesn���t like being call cute, it sounds like being chubby and fat and all that but it isn���t. Cute is adorable! Woman ah, they just like phrases like sexy, gorgeous and object of desire. Hehz. She said some guy tried to pick her up that that day. It���s normal. But why dun I get it too? Maybe women are not so forthcoming?

I wish I have more time with her, with more friends, ex-classmates, my brothers, but too bad, now that I am stuck in Nee Soon, I just have to make use of my time here wisely.

i had my first driving lesson today. quite a unique experience because it feels great to be in control, that kinda of thing. i have to admit i am a fast learner. first day and i proceed to the major road already!! i think many people will freak out if they experience the same thing that i had: i was driving very smoothly when suddenly there was this bicycle gang kinda group approach behind me. its like why would some many people appear so suddenly on a deserted carpark. b ut still i had to maintain my composure, pretend that its nothing and drive on... haha. the thing is, i m genius. what a PLUS POINT FOR MY MALE EGO!!!!.

why i want to study medicine and be a doctor?

when ask by the interviewer, most candidates would simply give the most mundane answer to this question: which is to help people. boring it may be, but it is part of a doctor's responsibility. just like how an engineer and architect can create huge machines and more comfortable houses to improve the living conditions of people, doctors can also play an important role of alleviating people from pain and illnesses. i hated being sick from young, but always feel much better after seeing a doctor. it works for me psychologically even before taking medicine. it goes to show how noble i think a doctor's role is. if in future if i do become one, i hope the amout of effort and professionalism i put into treating my patients will really really be of a big help to people. many people simply just take it for granted that a doctor must and will cure you when you are sick. i wouldnt mind being taken for granted of, in fact it would be more of a compliment to show how diligent and commited you are that people have all the the trust in you.

generally, i may want to specialise in the field of preventive medicine next time. it is something i want to do, even if i have to spend a lot of time in labs researching for vaccine. it is because i believe that many just hope to be freed from pain and that is inevitable when you are sick. to end off, i think a doctor's role is not just to cure their patients but also to try their best to alleviate patient's pain and agony and make them feel most comfortable.

i m getting more and more anxious as the day draw closer for my medicine interview. in the first place, i hope i really get to go for it. i think for the next entry, i shall include a long paragraph of "why i want to study medicine and be a doctor?"

boring boring boring... todday my job totally resembles the key maker in matrix 2. take key here and there to open security locks for the aircon servicer. so sianz.. i probably explored the whole of smm(sch of military medicine), including the CO's conference room. i need a life. cheryl went to malaysia and i really wanted to join her but cant. never mnd! i shall go to sentosa with her this sat or sun. i really love the sand, sea and sun. all that is needed to revitalise me. oh yar, die ah, i am 64.8 kg now. cant imagine i have gainned 5 kg in one month, thats terrible. i am going to be fat in no time!!!! need to go jogging already.. haiz, i really really really wish to go into medicine. need all the help in the world in get into this hardest to enter to be faculty. pls pls....

another slack day. but this time not as bad cos i was posted to the admin wing. it is funny how life can be in the army, working as a tss makes u sit around all day doing nothing. it also encompasses all the rubbish of playing risk with your clerk, reading newspaper, mag and studyingyour advance theory. it really explains how some frail-looking clerk can become so gluttony and beefed up. i cant be like them. better go train up everyday before my course starts. it strange how i have been putting on so much weight, hope its only muscle mass. it should be; cos i have been running almost everyday. ah. and the thing about cheryl, now that i have more time, its great to like go out with her whenever i like. really cherish the time with her. just like how we watched hell boy today. its quite a nice movie. not only actins but the plot was good even though i felt that it is a bit corny to combine the nazis and hell fantasy together. haiz, really hope life can be as great as this everyday......

Congratulations, jerry!
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i cant stand it anymore. army seems so more complicated than i think. at one moment i was in the terrible bmt, then who the hopes of being a combat medic, i ended up slacking everyday. its stupid wat they call it, tss - temporary support team, whatever. i need more life man. today was just another neverending day of waiting in an aircon room doing nothing but waiting or reading newspaper. i think by the end of this 3 months tss period i can no doubt take part in some current affairs competition. but anyway, this gives me more time to prepare for the medicine interview in time to come and also to read up for my advance driving theory test. thankfully i will be able to have some class gathering in veron's house this thurs. i dont actually expect much excitement out of it, but at least a time to relax. this also means more time with cheryl. YAY!! she needs more time with me, before she leaves for australia- that will be another two months of not seeing me. but i hope she really does well in aust and not waste anymore time. she needs more time for herself. i too need time to decide upon the phrase of my life; what do i really want to be in furture?