DisappointedSo sorry to say but I am more resistance to organising gathering from now on, so dun bother, I am going to Australia already. Bye.
I have to admit, sometimes, I take personal identity from my friends. It may be wrong and most people dun do that, especially when you start to grow up. I am feeling the crunch , as if people are not growing up, they grow cold. That every other thing needs an intended motive. I wasn't like that last time. I have to admit, I was idealistic, but not as I become more exposed. I needed an intention not to get hurt. So if you are feeling, "why is Jerry like that? " Please dun bother asking.
I have been thinking, is life really like dat? Or maybe it could be just people in Singapore?
I used to think that I had sacrificed alot in a past relationship, because I thought I had lost valuable time with other friends and could have had a better time. But then again, I am starting to look at things from another perspective. That maybe what I have done was more for myself and less for others even though I aim to do more for others and less for myself. Okay, maybe I am not that noble, but well, finding the other half is important, you just need to spend time for it, even if you are losing opportunities. Like how my friend puts it, "Relationship is high opportunity cost". Now, I think of it, its more like "sunk cost". To a certain extent, I thought what was always irritatingly repeated in "Full Metal Alchemist" that "Everything in life is about equivalent exhange, you just use the same amount to change for another" is rather true. The difference is just how much you value the things you have exchanged for. Everyone simply have limited time, limited energy and limited chances to exchange for the things they want in life. If people are going to take things for granted, don't bother to take value in them, change for other things. But instead, take value in those who take value in you, I prefer not to spend unnecessary time because I have limited of it.
